What month is it?

It's almost 12 pm and bordem is like a haze across my eyes. I have done nothing of importance or meaning today and it is irritating. It's summer, yes i understand that, but just because it's summer doesn't mean that everyone has to lie around, do nothing, and tan themselves to the color of perfection. I am far from the hedonous shrewd character that julia stiles portrayed, and my feminine insecurity makes me feel like i need to justify my actions. I woke up at an unreasonable hour hoping that i would have trippy hallucinations with guy from my school, but as 10 am rolled around, i realized that our planned 8 am confirmation call was never going to come. But on a cruel level of emotion, the call that never came had no real effect on me. To me, this guy was of no importance. Honestly, I was just using him for his dope. So is it really fair for a girl to be such a bitch? Hell if i care. As i said, it's summer, which means let the parties be raving and the drinks be mind-altering and the dope be trippy. Because not only are the highs great, but there aren't any lows of going to school on monday.